i said i'll update right? oh well, forget bout it okay, =p

to continue from my ah ma's birthday, i drank alittle wine and they chat, alot. they were kinda loud and they joked bout my voice cos i couldnt speak up. my little cousins came and they were nice. (: food was kinda okay but i cant taste the curry then. sang song for ah ma and ate 2 slices of cake. =p thats all i can remember lah. not a bad entry for someone with bad memory.

wahaha!

15/4 ;
slacked at home the next day watching vcds. the name of the show is 春日. korean series!! my favourite although its kinda typical but i still love it. (: oh if you are curious bout what its bout, its kinda like 巴黎恋人. mummy promised i could get hair cut the next day. (:

16/4 ;
yes as promised, we went to vista for hair cut. permed my hair and wanted to cut my fringe straight but damn the si ah gua lah. its not even straight! not to say neat. i was so furious. then he tried to talk back and momma got so angry. my hair kinda sucked at first but the lady boss came rescue my hair and looked better already. i hate the smell of my hair, i hate the split ends, i hate the roughness it has. arghs!! =/ oh by the way, si ah gua got sacked. what joke.

17/4 ;
lessons as usual and went to vista for laksa and ate chocolates that kim loh gave with fer LOVE, lynn po, xiaohui and sally. i think i butt itchy already lah. haha. my voice is still killing me. meet up with xy after that.

today ;
meet up with fer LOVE and lynn po to school in the morning and i start to like my hair already. probably my good hair day.

grins*

oh ya, its emilene jie's birthday and i wish you luck for everything. especially N levels. im still sorry for what i've said because i love you. have a happy birthday okay. best wishes for you and jackson. haha. (:

jessica mei's birthday tomorrow and i wish her a happy birthday in advance. see anot darling? i got xim okay. i remember your birthday. =p


i dont know if i'm doing the right thing anymore. ='[ maybe i'm just thinking too much but i just want someone to myself and only myself... thats all. maybe... i should just go away...


就算把世界给我，我还是一无所有。我要快乐，我要能睡得安稳。有些人，不抱了才温暖，离开了才不恨。我早应该割舍。哪怕笑得再大声，全都是假的。只有眼泪是真的。

;i am afraid